Disaster's

        I know that your hooked like a fish on this crazy conspiracy, that your not important enough. Building your house on these shifting sands, waiting for someone to notice you the real you not just the you, you try to be. Pushing through life trying to make something of yourself , but at the same time trying not to go "to far". Trying to find someone that can see that your drowning in your own emotions, and you try to push it off like its not an ocean, and every day it get's a little deeper and a little harder to push off. And it's tough trust me I know, especially when you try not to show, your real feeling's. You bottle it up, and put it away, and try not to say anything, and the pain you welcome it like an old friend. You set yourself up for disaster, making your life go by so much faster, this is a disaster Oh God! this is a disaster.